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Sorry I've been on a mini-hiatus because I've been so busy. Last week I was in Singapore. The day after I arrived was my cousin's wedding and last night was my friend's party. So sorry guys! :)


Let's start the month right by thanking the things that happened the past month. 30 days ago, I saw my favorite Kpop star. ULTIMATE BIAS FOREVER. My 2nd to the last full month in school before grad *Gulp, today's the last full month* I've been to great places and places with the greatest company. MY FIRST COLLEGE ACCEPTANCE LETTER was not my dream school but it was the THIRD ONE :) 2 1/2 over 4.


I still thank the Lord for the trials He gave me. It made me stronger than ever. Amen? AMEN!


will post later. toodles~

Phil 4:13

Today was a happy day.I just came home from my dad's birthday dinner (Big shoutout to my father!Happy birthday, papa!), My dad reserved my spot in my FUTURE ALMA MATER *woooooot!* and I FINALLY FINISHED MY SPEECH.

YAY!

But what made me go through the day is my title. That beautiful bible verse. 

"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength"

 It's one of the words I really live by. Yet, sorry to say sometimes I forget it (Sorry, Lord!)


It all started in twitter. I was looking at someone's page and I saw her title stating the bible verse. In my mind I was like "Oh so you're religious, too. I wonder why.. :|" (sorry...its something...) I was already panicking because of my speech for that day. I practically memorized it the whole time but on that day, everything went blank. I fogot everything. No. Nada. Zilch. Who wouldnt panic in the middle of a mental blackout? I came in school a little later than usual and then I realized we had a quiz. 1st thing in the morning. Little miss world class procrastinator over here forgot her notes at home because she thought the test was moved to Thursday. IT WASN'T. My best friend lent me her notebook and I randomly opened it. It opened to the Christian Life Education part of her binder and the verse popped again. Prior to that, I was already panicking cause the time for my speech was coming up. I was really scared. (Seriously, I've performed onstage a lot of times. You can make me sing or dance but NEVER...well RARELY make me do public speaking. NAH.) I couldn't think straight, my legs and fingers were shaking like crazy. But then again, I wondered why did the verse kept coming up to me. Then I realized that God was speaking to me through this verse telling me not to worry to much about the speech. EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. Little did I know, I started to calm down. Miraculously while I was delivering my speech, I wasn't shaking as much as I would every time I have to deliver one before. I had minor lapses but in the end it was fluid. Yes, I did adlib some parts but it felt like it wasn't at all. In the end, I found strength believing that GOD was looking at me and carrying me away from my worries. I felt as light as a feather after everything else. Everything went smoothly. I think this is a reminder for me to stay strong and live my life to the fullest. To live my life with no regrets, that everything I do is because of Him and that I can do everything (good things...not the bad ones) with Him on my side. It's like He's saying He will never forsake me.


Just a daily reminder to you guys that GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH. <3


All the things I do now, Oh Lord. I lift them up to you. If you say so, Lord, I will follow Your WILL. Amen <3 God is good all the time and all the time GOD IS GOOD.


Good night you beautiful world. Sweet dreams!


PS God's listening to your prayers~ Pray to Him now :)


CREDITS TO THE OWNER OF THIS PICTURE THAT I FOUND ON FACEBOOK.

I see myself in this kid. EAT THAT. Fat kids can dance ballet.

Xin Nian Kuai Le!

Playlist : Ballad and Jazz music
                    
It's been 3 weeks since I last laid my eyes on you. I'll never forget that day where I was like 1 meter away from you physically and our faces somehow met glass to glass. When will I see you again, Mr. Simple? :)


Da jia hao! :) Xin nian kuai le! Xi wang ni men shen ti jian kang! Gong xi fa cai! Wo ai ni men!


Okay so another year has passed. Another year to change the past. Well, we cant change it but we can change the feelings we have for it. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS (okay, I'm trying to) because it's all GOD's plan :) He'll never put you through these problems if you can't take it! He loves us so much <3


Last lunar year was full of blessings. Heck the start of 2012 was totally AWESOME. Senior year, its privileges and perils. Oh the joys of a "senior citizen".

A8 A2B1C6C6BA C5A3 A8C6 A3C6B5B9B1C6B3 A4A8B5B6A5 C6A9A2!!!~ A9A10A10B1!!!~

No, I don't speak alien. If you're part of my fandom, you can decode this :) I just want a cup of tea please. Biscuits would be lovely. If you're thinking about lunch, I'd like to have some Fish and Chips. Thank you.


Seeing my old multiply post and oh yeah my Deviant Art posts made me think how much a fool I was for some certain things. I realized that was my pure childish heart at play and slowly being troubled by aging. I'm not saying that I'm wise or something cause I'm still not. I still need to learn a lot of things. Heck, I'm just starting to feel what the "real" world is. Like I said, I'm trying to live my life with no regrets. I'm not saying that I've not been troubled because I too have problems right now. I just don't recognize it that much. My decisions before doesn't make the person that I am now entirely. It's just part of me. What makes me myself is what I do now and what'll make me what I'll be will be my decisions in those times.


This week will be full of surprises. Speech. Tests. Results. Photo shoots. Bucket lists. Travel. Oh the joy of all the stress. I'm gonna miss this stress though because I know in college it's gonna be times 10. Savoring the last moments as a high school senior. Goodbye senior year in about 2 months and a few hours. I'm really gonna miss you. Savoring each grace of life because I don't know when my last will be. That explains my blog title. Hahaha


SMILE cause you deserve it.




Good night you beautiful world. Sweet dreams :)




P.S. Oh yeah, I'm looking for a potion/spell for teleporting. Care to share? :)

Hello Blogspot

I miss writing real blogs. I used to write long blogs in my really old and extinct Friendster and Multiply. Blame 'em micro blogging sites. But I'm not saying I hate them (Heck, I have SNS accounts) So basically this page is not a fashion blog, nor a travel blog, nope, not a review page and sadly, not a ranting page. It's a mix of everything. It's my dumpsite :)




But fiiiiirst, Let me introduce myself


Hi, I'm Lem. I'm 18. Daughter of God. Firm believer of GOD <3 Romano Katoliko. Catholic. Clumsy. Crazy. Perfectly Imperfect. Dark skinned and loving it. Kid with double eyelids.


I'm currently a High School Senior waiting to graduate in 2 months and 2 days and somewhat ready to experience the exiting but scary University life. I'm not your typical grad candidate with Senioritis (YES, it exists. Believe me, no matter how much you run away from it, it runs after you.) I've got aspirations and boy, do I love studying. I love my current school (wont disclose! You guess!)

I'm big. No, I'm HUGE. I ain't kidding when I say I'm huge....But it didn't stop me from doing what I want the most, performing. I love singing and dancing. I've been dancing since 6th grade and singing as young as I can remember. Fat people can dance ballet. We can be dancers too. STICK THAT TO YOUR MINDS, STEREOTYPE LOVERS. Let me flex my legs to show you. The world is my stage :)

ewwwww my face.

I love studying Physics, Geometry, Chinese, Filipino Literature and other foreign languages. No kidding. Not kissing up. I just understand them the most. 


I'm a drama junkie. American, Korean, Taiwanese, Japanese, Filipino. You name it, I think I can say a small review about it. Though I'm kinda not updated these days because I've been busy with college stuff.


I totally love MUSIC. I can't live without music. I listen to any type of music. Pop, Rock, Metal, Celctic. Gah. MUSIC is lalalalalove <3


I'm biracial. Guess what are my heritages.


I overuse smileys. Proves I'm kinda happy. KINDA


I LOVE Super Junior and f(x). BOW. Guess my other fandoms :)

I BELONG TO THE BEST FANDOM IN THE WORLD <3 Sapphire Blue Ocean

guess who's my bias :>

I have this thing for dancers. D-Trix. Hok. Ranien. HEHEHE.

Hope to know more about you guys! Spreading the joy, one blog at a time.